I yelled and whimpered, and you weren't there

And if it all goes right - tonight - I'll be in your arms

I'll have fought armies - enemies - friends

Shed tears - spilled blood - and desecrated life

Hollered into the emptiness - and whimpered to my wounded soul

To my lost and wounded soul

 

To have lost my soul

For the sake of -

For the sake -

For -

 

If it all goes right - tonight - I'll be in your arms

Damn the rest

I already am in Hell

 

 

 

Deep and dark thoughts, for a day that didn't go too well.

And no one to turn to.

 

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