Some days just go your way...

 

...You're on a roll you can't explain, and then it all goes down the drain !

 

I thought maybe I'd crash. But the wind picked me up and made me soar again. The helpful but silent presence of my friend. Being surrounded by a solid group of people. And feeling a part of it all. No matter what it is.

This week I was made to feel worthless for a while. And it turned around so quickly. First with someone who made me feel so sexy. I'm glad you made me change my mind, my twin brother.

Then with the people I spend most of my time with. A colleague got his CPA degree, and I baked a cake, got him the whisky he likes in a case, got his wife beautiful flowers, and toy cars for his son. I can't help it, I enjoy participating in others' happiness, in the background, but there. A look of acknowledgement is the best reward there is.

And today, He got back in touch with me. He whom I quoted yesterday. He my best friend, my best fuck, my best love. He mine. He who always seems to know when I need him, and He who always comes to me when it all fucks up. The only one I could fall for if I let myself. If He wasn't exactly very precisely halfway across the world from me. He who keeps on giving me the best I've ever got from anyone : his trust and honesty.

I was made to feel miserable for a few hours. But I can't. I'm not like that. I'm far from that.

 

Do not question yourself up or down, merely sideways. 

 

Did you suck hard enough ? Yeah I guess so. You've still got some cum on your face.